ONE NATION: GOD BLESS AMERICA. DANCES ON THE SANDS OF TIME, LIGHT, AND HOPE TO LEAD THE WAY.

 

ANGEL DESILVA,IT IS STILL ROCK AND ROLL TO ME BILLY JOEL-LYRICS.DAILY EVENTS, REBIRTHS AND LET'S GO SOMEWHERE !!!!ON THE RUN..BLACK LIVES MATTER: ONE NATION: GOD BLESS AMERICA. DANCES ON THE SANDS OF TIME, LIGHT, AND HOPE TO LEAD THE WAY. 

My struggle of being Bi & Male. ONE NATION: GOD BLESS AMERICA. DANCES ON THE SANDS OF TIME, LIGHT, AND HOPE TO LEAD THE WAY. 

ONE NATION: GOD BLESS AMERICA. DANCES ON THE SANDS OF TIME, LIGHT, AND HOPE TO LEAD THE WAY. DANCES OF HOPE, DANCES OF NEW LIFE, HANDS TO HEARTS TO SHARE.

No pun intended , my whole live has pretty much been a double life and its become draining and exhausting.
My first encounter with a male was when got (R-Word) as a minor. It wasn't very pleasant, in a perfect world
I'd prefer to be married to a beautiful woman and have four children and a two French Bulldogs. While living in a nice community , with a low crime rate and good education and opportunities.

I became a father at age nineteen back in late 90s after having a hot fling with a lady around my age.
then a few years later, I got married to another lady that only lasted two years. The following years , I have had a couple of cool relationships with females that I really loved and wanted to work out . Once I revealed my identity to them those relationships fizzled out.

Then I have tried to date or befriend guys and it has been HELL. What I've dealt with when it comes to men is torture.
Most have been liars, flakes, over sexed, super picky.
Getting asked questions like so what are you into? are you top or bottom? etc...
I't's like if your not in impeccable shape, or not attractive to them, or not nicely endowed or a certain race/ ethnic background. After sleeping with a few dudes, comes to find out. I have no connection or nothing in common with them.
I felt worse and miserable after dabbling.

Currently my dating life is non existent and not by choice. I have been polite , kind, generous, straight forward
and its not good enough. I want to go out and have a good time , meet quality folks of all walks of life, genders, colors.
just tired and burnt out of all the hoops you have to go through.